This might be the fucking first time I am writing about her. TBF,I am not writing this out of passion or love,but due to mere fucking frustration.
She is a girl with a fucking fucking fucking character. I hate it mostly,but I like her. Though she has many fucking characters,she has sometimes very good character. May be I haven't seen so much girls showing that. I can really be the real fucking jerk with her,and she is the only one so far to sustain my fucking fucking fuck. I am glad that she is with me.
But, what the fuck. She wants to marry me. Yeah,I too would love that. But the fucking religion is a fucking shit. I has no belief, neither do she. But our family is fucking religious. How can I change 40-60 years of religious mental slavery? There is no way I can sabotage that shit. It's deeply poisoning and growing shit.
Rather than breaking it,which is bytheway easy for me, I have to witness how my family cops up with it. They will be discriminated by the fucking society, the fucking moron believers and ofcourse by the fucking mosque and committee. My father can't possibly visit mosque with happiness or gratitude. Thanks to my mom and grandma,they don't want to go to the fucking mosque. But still they will have to engage in public activities,programs and stuffs where they would have to suffer humiliations from other fucking religious morons.
What about her house? Yeah,it's same there. I can't imagine what will be the scene at the home of a Hindu girl,married a muslim guy. Well, love jihad! Fucking love jihad!
Let me ask myself. Is she the girl I really fantasized for? Never! But she has several qualities I never expects from anyone. I can't let it go. I was just having a youthful relation with her. I still don't know,whether I am ready to start a fucking family. I don't know whether she would be better with me as my wife and viceversa. I fucking don't know about any fuck.
Gross! What the fuck am I saying?
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