This will be my saddest day. I just did something opposite to what I really think and perhaps killed a part of my conscience.
I called her Harley Quinn, to resonate with my joker fantasy. I am literally an empathetic,sympathetic person, but often I wish to be that mad psychopath, a product of this society , a vaccine to this society.
I loved her like anything. I am even finding it hard to type due to tears right now. I can't even imagine if she did this to me. But I did. I am just a loser. Lose myself to the norms of this fucking society. I lost her, broke her, not Into pieces but into dust. I am sure, I will suffer for what I have done in my future.
I just want to write it, but no one can know. I wish I could be the change. But I realised I can o let be the protector of that change. I have give my life doing that. My child, I am foreseeing you. Biological or not, I have been your father for longer than anyone can imagine. I want you to right my wrongs.
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